ii felt pathetic suddenly ,
when ii heard from teacher
ii am not doinq well ,
i felt pathetic ,
when ii cant cope well in my studies
i felt pathetic when
ii cant concentrate on my studies
i felt pathetic
when ii didnt wanna come home
cos beinq afraid of alone at home ,
i felt pathetic that
my hand cant stop touchinq th com
i felt pathetic wiid my life ,
ii dun think ii am gonna do my mye well,
ii think ii will just fail wiid
dropping colours.
when cant i be in sec one ?
when thinq seem tuh be much more easier
life seems tuh be much more carefree
bro when oversea and 2nd bro studyinq
mum and dad workinq
and ii am all left alone
ii dun like that feelinq ,
ii dun like being at home alone !
why even if ii am at home ,
ii cant concentrate in studyinq?
outside ii cant ,
scoo not that well ,
home sadly no ,
what type of person am i ?
why cant ii just study
or could ii put it that way
ii hope ii am a genius
so that ii dun touch the book
oso noe how tuh do ?
ii wanna study !
ii wanna concentrate ,
but ii really cant ,
ii am so not gonna do well for mye ,
durinq scoo math lesson ,
mr leong is teachinq
and ii am playing ,
talkinq, joking around and foolinq around!
Tan Chew Mei you think you genius uhh ?
dunnid study oso can pass uhh ?
dream on luh,
english ii hope ii am copinq fine ,
sci ,
durinq lesson,
ii dun bring textbook ,
ii dun bring my notebook
tuh take down notes
ii rely on my foolscap
and when ii studied
ii found i lose them all
aint i just so super super pathetic ,
my attitude is pathetic ,
my studies is pathetic ,
my concentration span is pathetic ,
why am ii not studyinq ?
why ?
ii am not even fit tuh be called a student !
ii always rely on my so called "luck"
thinkinq that it will certainly help me
pass all my exam and excel in studies.
after exam ppl went home and study ,
ppl wanted tuh study
and ii am like their opposition
ii wanna study but ii dunwanna go home
even if ii dun go home ii wont study ,
ii truly wanna study ,
why cant ii just work hard?
ii tried studyinq ,
ii ended up usinq com ,
msninq , watchinq tv ,
sleepinq , why do ii only get slpy durinq exam period?
why cant ii stay awake and wake hard?
ii dun wanna be liddat !
all ii want is tuh concentrate on my studies
get good grades ,
that ii can proudly go around
"ehh ii got 5-6 a"
ii dunwanna rely on my luck anymore
everytyme ii get a bad result
ii will be laughinq and jokinq wid my score
ii dun show any sadness or disappointment at all ,
ii guess this is how pathetic i am
ppl fail , they will take the failure and work hard
ii fail , ii could do nothinq
but pathetically laughinq at myself
jokinq at myself
ii just feel simply PATHETIC ):
this thing tie my chest real tight
ii guess if ii dun type out ii might just burst ,
ii feel bad ,
i dunno why ):