i don't know what i want ,
but i think i am going crazy soon ,
can someone tell me what i want ?
zzzz,
i don't know why but i suddenly hate myself thoroughly ,
regardless from head to tail ,
i just abhore myself ,
firstly , i definatelly myself know that i am fat ,
not in the least pretty ,
and don't have the best attitude ,
i don't know since when ,
i started to only pick on th bad point of myself ,
and think that i have no good point at all .
i just have suddenn mood swing now and then ,
errrrr ,
is this any symptoms of any mental illness ?
hahas , i think nope bahs ,
just probably one of the mood swing ,
but i don't know why ,
this is the first time i don't want to speak to a person so much,
this is the first time i feel like breaking contact with someone so much ,
what's with me ?
it's actually freaking none of my business ,
why i want trouble myself with it ,
LOL , crazy woman ,
xixi&eliz , i think sooner or later ,
you guys really need to send me to IMH soon ,
hahas ,
if i enter there , you guys must visit me ehhs !
hahahs ,
i shall from now on try to forget everything right after i post this.